1
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<i>Alex: When I was five, our AC broke.</i>

2
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<i>The house was so hot, she made Dad</i>

3
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<i>drag a tub under the porch,</i>
<i>where it was cooler.</i>

4
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<i>I was too shy to get into it</i>
<i>because the neighbors</i>

5
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<i>were watching, so she jumped in first,</i>

6
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<i>to show me that it didn't matter</i>

7
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<i>what anyone else thought,</i>

8
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<i>that the Reids could do</i>
<i>whatever they wanted,</i>

9
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<i>as long as we had each other.</i>

10
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Oh, no, no, no.
These-these have to go.

11
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My mother hated
yellow flowers.

12
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Way to go, Jasper.

13
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My little brother sent those?

14
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Yep, still backpacking in Nepal.

15
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Yeah, of course he is.

16
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I bury my troubles with work, he travels,

17
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and my mother chose to redecorate.

18
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She did a great job in here.

19
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She did, didn't she?

20
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- Is Dougie gonna speak?
- I don't know.

21
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I don't know if he's even
gonna show up.

22
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Charlie and Shahir
are taking care of that.

23
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[sighs] My dad, my little brother, my mom.

24
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I'm telling you, the Reids
are dropping like flies.

25
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Does the fact that you're going
to get Douglas

26
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mean that you and Alex
are back together?

27
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No. No, it just means that
we're family 'cause of Luke.

28
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Hmm.

29
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Do you always bring your med kit
with you when you travel?

30
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Mm-hmm. I like to be prepared.

31
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Plus, it holds my snacks.

32
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So tell me about Douglas.

33
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I've never met him.

34
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Uh, well, what can I tell you?

35
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Um, after Alex's father died and
Martha went off the rails,

36
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Dougie kind of became
the man of the house.

37
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That's a lot of responsibility
for a 12-year-old.

38
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Hmm.

39
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Well, Charlie, how...

40
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big do you think he is... size-wise?

41
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I like to prepare an adequate dose.

42
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You're gonna drug him?

43
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Alex did say he wouldn't come easy.

44
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Road trip! [laughs]

45
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[siren wails in distance]

46
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I've crafted the perfect system

47
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for scheduling the surgical residents.

48
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I can see that you are very passionate

49
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about your chief resident duties.

50
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I worked out eight other versions,

51
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but this is the best one.

52
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Okay, I'm impressed, Dr. Williams.

53
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Talk me through it.

54
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Okay.
Taking into account...

55
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- Hi.
- Hey.

56
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Haven't seen you in a while.

57
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I'd heard you've been getting
reacquainted with an old friend.

58
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I've been helping Alex plan
her mother's memorial.

59
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Well, that's the less sexy
version of what I was imagining.

60
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Not imagining imagining, just...

61
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How's Dr. Katz?

62
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I actually don't know.
I've been avoiding her.

63
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I heard she came back for you.

64
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Yeah, I never thought I'd see her again,

65
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and now she's back,
making declarations.

66
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I just... I'm still processing.

67
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You better speed it up.
Good morning, Dr. Katz.

68
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- Hi.
- You look lovely today in those scrubs.

69
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Oh, thank you, Dr. Miller.

70
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If we move this chunk...

71
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We should probably go.

72
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There's a...

73
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gas leak.

74
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Oh.

75
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Uh, I think you're in great shape.

76
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Okay.

77
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Um, I just wanted to show you
one more thing...

78
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You're in scrubs.

79
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So everyone keeps pointing out.

80
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Are you working here again?

81
00:03:07,949 --> 00:03:11,584
Mm-hmm. Charlie reinstated my privileges.

82
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So are you sticking around or what...

83
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Maggie, I don't want to make small talk.

84
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I told you how I felt, and I
haven't heard from you since.

85
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I've been working doubles,
and there was the cremation

86
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and now the memorial and...

87
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The last thing I want is to complicate

88
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your life any further.

89
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So I'll see you later.

90
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Syd, it's...

91
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<i>Woman on P.A.: Assistance in 14, bed two.</i>

92
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<i>Assistance in 16, bed four.</i>

93
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Maggie, my mom's urn
got held up at customs.

94
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I ordered it on Etsy,
custom-made out of oak,

95
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- just like the tree from her back yard.
- Alex, slow down.

96
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I need you to help me
get it back before the memorial.

97
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Where is Martha now?

98
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I didn't know where else to put her.

99
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I mean, she just brought these
cute little rain boots

100
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for Luke, and they were...

101
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So, actually, this is the last
thing that she...

102
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I'll handle it. Just do you have
a tracking number?

103
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I will e-mail you it.
[cellphone buzzes]

104
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I have to go to the E.R.

105
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Here. Just keep her with you,

106
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I don't want her to be alone.

107
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You are a godsend, Maggie.

108
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Oh, Dr. Reid.

109
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Oh.

110
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I'm so sorry about what happened.

111
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I hope she didn't suffer.

112
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I can't believe you're back
to work so soon.

113
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If my mother died,
I don't know, I'd be...

114
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Dr. Williams, I'm just trying
to get through the day.

115
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So if we can keep this
as professional as possible...

116
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Yes, of course.

117
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The new surgical schedule is out.

118
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I'm with Dr. Scott.

119
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Oh, is that a problem?

120
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He's kind of chatty,
and I wanted to be alone

121
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with my thoughts today.

122
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Oh, yeah, I totally get that,

123
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but I can't switch the assignment.

124
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It's a house of cards,
and my system is flawless.

125
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Lovely.

126
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Oh, and, Jackson, don't forget
to take his tongue ring out

127
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before you stick him in the MRI.

128
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Oh, yeah, yeah,
yeah, I know.

129
00:04:48,750 --> 00:04:49,916
It will split his tongue in half...

130
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look like a tiny burrito
exploded in a microwave.

131
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Yeah.

132
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Hey, Zach, what's up?

133
00:04:55,623 --> 00:04:57,824
Alex, I heard about your mom.

134
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Just wanted to say...

135
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It-It... It's fine.

136
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I'm fine.

137
00:05:01,029 --> 00:05:03,162
Honestly, Zach, just raise
a glass to her tonight,

138
00:05:03,164 --> 00:05:04,964
celebrate her life... That's
what she would have wanted.

139
00:05:04,966 --> 00:05:05,998
That I can do.

140
00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:08,267
But if there's anything else at all...

141
00:05:08,269 --> 00:05:09,669
Who's your resident today?

142
00:05:09,671 --> 00:05:11,537
I've got Brown Clooney.

143
00:05:11,539 --> 00:05:13,172
- What?
- He calls me White Denzel.

144
00:05:13,174 --> 00:05:14,140
It's a thing.

145
00:05:14,142 --> 00:05:15,975
Well, trade me for Billy.

146
00:05:15,977 --> 00:05:18,678
That's like trading a race horse
for a llama with bangs.

147
00:05:18,680 --> 00:05:19,812
[chuckles] You said anything.

148
00:05:19,814 --> 00:05:21,614
No, not that.

149
00:05:21,616 --> 00:05:23,850
Paramedic: Erin Avery, 16, short breaths,

150
00:05:23,852 --> 00:05:25,051
swollen extremities, back pain.

151
00:05:25,053 --> 00:05:27,119
Okay, let's get her to bed four.

152
00:05:27,121 --> 00:05:28,588
Sekara, Katrina?

153
00:05:28,590 --> 00:05:30,223
You're in the hospital now, Erin.

154
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You're gonna be fine, okay?

155
00:05:31,626 --> 00:05:32,758
Alex: Honey, you need to hang back

156
00:05:32,760 --> 00:05:33,993
and let the doctors work, all right?

157
00:05:33,995 --> 00:05:35,795
Erin was diagnosed with
polycystic kidney disease

158
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at three and a half,
but she's been receiving

159
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biweekly dialysis treatments
for the past six months.

160
00:05:39,667 --> 00:05:40,733
But lately it's gotten much worse.

161
00:05:40,735 --> 00:05:44,203
Okay, on three. One, two, three.

162
00:05:44,205 --> 00:05:46,239
Is she on the kidney transplant list?

163
00:05:46,241 --> 00:05:47,640
She doesn't need to be.

164
00:05:47,642 --> 00:05:49,942
Her little sister is a match.

165
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She's getting one of Vicky's kidneys.

166
00:06:03,783 --> 00:06:04,983
[siren wails]

167
00:06:04,985 --> 00:06:06,451
All right, somebody's
gonna stay with her, right?

168
00:06:06,453 --> 00:06:08,453
B-Because dialysis carries some risks.

169
00:06:08,455 --> 00:06:11,623
I mean, there's hypertension
or stroke or... or arrhythmia.

170
00:06:11,625 --> 00:06:14,893
Dad, he's a doctor. He knows.

171
00:06:14,895 --> 00:06:17,762
She's in good hands, Mr. Avery.

172
00:06:17,764 --> 00:06:19,464
Where are you going with
Dr. Reid's patient?

173
00:06:19,466 --> 00:06:22,233
- Where's Billy?
- Dr. Miller and Dr. Reid traded.

174
00:06:22,235 --> 00:06:25,537
What?! No! They can't do that!

175
00:06:26,906 --> 00:06:29,341
It covers 11 years of Erin's
medical records...

176
00:06:29,343 --> 00:06:30,709
every test, every scan.

177
00:06:30,711 --> 00:06:31,943
It looks like it's been

178
00:06:31,945 --> 00:06:33,878
meticulously sorted and color-coded.

179
00:06:33,880 --> 00:06:36,915
- Wow.
- Unbelievable.

180
00:06:36,917 --> 00:06:38,550
Oh, my God.

181
00:06:38,552 --> 00:06:39,250
What is it?

182
00:06:39,252 --> 00:06:40,785
Vicky's file.

183
00:06:40,787 --> 00:06:42,554
It looks like they tested her in utero

184
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to see if she was a match.

185
00:06:43,890 --> 00:06:45,423
She's a savior sibling?

186
00:06:45,425 --> 00:06:46,858
Looks like it.

187
00:06:46,860 --> 00:06:49,194
What's a savior sibling?

188
00:06:49,196 --> 00:06:51,930
Vicky was conceived
to be an organ donor

189
00:06:51,932 --> 00:06:54,933
for her older sister.

190
00:06:54,935 --> 00:06:57,502
I can't do the transplant.
It's unethical.

191
00:06:59,805 --> 00:07:01,973
Where are you?

192
00:07:01,975 --> 00:07:03,375
I have to...

193
00:07:03,377 --> 00:07:05,043
Uh...

194
00:07:05,045 --> 00:07:06,378
Hmm.

195
00:07:08,280 --> 00:07:10,548
Ugh! Syd?! I need you!

196
00:07:10,550 --> 00:07:11,516
Sorry, Maggie, I can't.

197
00:07:11,518 --> 00:07:13,752
I lost Martha! I had her ashes!

198
00:07:13,754 --> 00:07:15,320
They were in a shoe box,
I put her down

199
00:07:15,322 --> 00:07:17,188
for two seconds... Max. Two seconds!
[cellphone buzzes]

200
00:07:17,190 --> 00:07:18,957
- What?
- Damn it.

201
00:07:18,959 --> 00:07:20,659
I have a consult.

202
00:07:20,661 --> 00:07:21,760
I know the last thing
you want to do

203
00:07:21,762 --> 00:07:22,994
is help me right now,
after everything...

204
00:07:22,996 --> 00:07:24,963
Fine, go to you patient.
I'll take over the search.

205
00:07:24,965 --> 00:07:27,932
You're looking for a small,
red children's shoe box.

206
00:07:27,934 --> 00:07:30,702
- Got it.
- Thank you!

207
00:07:30,704 --> 00:07:32,771
Hey, chocolate milk...

208
00:07:34,707 --> 00:07:36,975
Dr. Katz is in the house.

209
00:07:41,047 --> 00:07:42,781
Hi, Olivia, I'm Dr. Lin.

210
00:07:42,783 --> 00:07:44,382
I'm Jesse, her fiancé.

211
00:07:44,384 --> 00:07:46,017
Olivia had terrible
stomach pains all night.

212
00:07:46,019 --> 00:07:47,919
Okay, were you vomiting at all?

213
00:07:47,921 --> 00:07:49,454
Can you show me where it hurts?

214
00:07:51,390 --> 00:07:54,693
Does it hurt right here?

215
00:07:54,695 --> 00:07:56,027
No.

216
00:07:56,029 --> 00:07:58,563
Okay, I'm gonna send you up
for some scans just to rule out

217
00:07:58,565 --> 00:08:01,166
appendicitis... just better
to be safe than sorry.

218
00:08:01,168 --> 00:08:02,567
Can you get me a bottle of water?

219
00:08:02,569 --> 00:08:06,004
Yeah, of course, babe.
I'll be right back.

220
00:08:06,006 --> 00:08:08,273
Okay, let's cut to the chase,
it's not appendicitis.

221
00:08:08,275 --> 00:08:09,874
It burns when I pee.

222
00:08:11,510 --> 00:08:13,945
We all know the risks of live donation.

223
00:08:13,947 --> 00:08:15,814
The girls have talked
to doctors and counselors

224
00:08:15,816 --> 00:08:17,916
and to each other.

225
00:08:17,918 --> 00:08:19,050
Vicky, do you think we could talk,

226
00:08:19,052 --> 00:08:20,118
just the two of us for a minute?

227
00:08:20,120 --> 00:08:22,320
Anything you need to say
to my daughter

228
00:08:22,322 --> 00:08:23,688
you can say in front of me.

229
00:08:23,690 --> 00:08:25,557
Well, Vicky, because you're
under the age of consent,

230
00:08:25,559 --> 00:08:28,693
the transplant will need to be
approved by our ethicist.

231
00:08:28,695 --> 00:08:30,495
[sniffles]

232
00:08:30,497 --> 00:08:31,496
You okay?

233
00:08:31,498 --> 00:08:33,431
I get emotional when Erin's sick.

234
00:08:33,433 --> 00:08:35,633
- Of course.
- Can we move this along, please?

235
00:08:35,635 --> 00:08:37,502
I will take you to Erin's room the minute

236
00:08:37,504 --> 00:08:40,004
they finish setting up her dialysis.

237
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Then we'll discuss the next steps.

238
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Okay.

239
00:08:45,578 --> 00:08:46,711
Charlie?

240
00:08:46,713 --> 00:08:48,179
Yeah?

241
00:08:48,181 --> 00:08:50,849
Um, I'd like to ask you
as interim chief of surgeon...

242
00:08:50,851 --> 00:08:53,384
Shahir, you don't have to say
"interim" chief every time.

243
00:08:53,386 --> 00:08:55,520
Right. Well, I need you
to reduce my hours.

244
00:08:55,522 --> 00:08:57,822
What? I don't have a budget
for another neuro.

245
00:08:57,824 --> 00:08:59,457
You have to.

246
00:08:59,459 --> 00:09:02,127
Jonathan and I
are adopting a baby.

247
00:09:02,129 --> 00:09:04,395
Shahir, congratulations, man.

248
00:09:04,397 --> 00:09:06,831
That's great. I'm-I'm happy for you guys.

249
00:09:06,833 --> 00:09:07,832
Oh, thank you. Yeah, it's very...

250
00:09:07,834 --> 00:09:10,935
[snoring]

251
00:09:10,937 --> 00:09:12,737
Exciting.

252
00:09:12,739 --> 00:09:13,805
Hmm.

253
00:09:13,807 --> 00:09:17,509
Well, I guess we don't need to drug him.

254
00:09:17,511 --> 00:09:19,844
Want to grab his feet?

255
00:09:19,846 --> 00:09:22,013
Okay.

256
00:09:25,184 --> 00:09:27,085
Hey, Doug.

257
00:09:27,720 --> 00:09:29,754
[groans] What's going on?

258
00:09:29,756 --> 00:09:31,656
[straining] Oh. Hey, buddy.

259
00:09:31,658 --> 00:09:33,358
Long time, no see.

260
00:09:33,360 --> 00:09:34,325
Oh.

261
00:09:34,327 --> 00:09:36,461
Hi. I'm Dr. Shahir Hamza.

262
00:09:36,463 --> 00:09:39,464
Hey, Doc, I really think I'm gonna ralph.

263
00:09:39,466 --> 00:09:40,331
Okay, let's put him down.

264
00:09:40,333 --> 00:09:41,733
- Put him down.
- Oh, right.

265
00:09:41,735 --> 00:09:43,201
Put him down, put him down,
put him down, put him down.

266
00:09:43,203 --> 00:09:44,836
[retches]

267
00:09:46,806 --> 00:09:49,207
I've checked the ward, the
nurse's station, and the lounge.

268
00:09:49,209 --> 00:09:51,142
Nothing yet, but there's still
lots of places to look.

269
00:09:51,144 --> 00:09:52,277
Like where, the City Morgue?

270
00:09:52,279 --> 00:09:54,479
Have a little faith in me. I'll find it.

271
00:09:54,481 --> 00:09:56,214
Sweetie, I hate to ask,
but I really feel like

272
00:09:56,216 --> 00:09:58,116
something to eat now, too.

273
00:09:58,118 --> 00:09:59,517
Sorry to be a pain.

274
00:09:59,519 --> 00:10:03,154
No, it's like practice... for
when we get pregnant, you know.

275
00:10:03,156 --> 00:10:05,890
Getting you bacon
and ice cream at 2:00 a.m.

276
00:10:05,892 --> 00:10:07,292
Either of you have kids?

277
00:10:07,294 --> 00:10:08,193
Do you want 'em?

278
00:10:08,195 --> 00:10:09,460
- I do.
- Yes.

279
00:10:09,462 --> 00:10:11,029
You remember the deli we passed
on the way here?

280
00:10:11,031 --> 00:10:13,064
Two blocks south on the west side?

281
00:10:13,066 --> 00:10:15,800
One corned beef sandwich, coming up.

282
00:10:18,871 --> 00:10:20,104
Please tell me it's good news.

283
00:10:20,106 --> 00:10:21,573
I'm afraid not, Olivia.

284
00:10:21,575 --> 00:10:23,842
You tested positive for chlamydia,

285
00:10:23,844 --> 00:10:26,311
which means that Jesse
should probably be tested, too.

286
00:10:26,313 --> 00:10:28,079
Oh.

287
00:10:28,081 --> 00:10:29,280
No.

288
00:10:29,282 --> 00:10:30,181
No, he's fine.

289
00:10:30,183 --> 00:10:33,952
We-we haven't had sex yet.

290
00:10:33,954 --> 00:10:35,553
He just got out of jail.

291
00:10:35,555 --> 00:10:37,222
Not for, like, murder
or anything...

292
00:10:37,224 --> 00:10:38,990
For smuggling iguanas from Brazil.

293
00:10:38,992 --> 00:10:40,091
Iguanas?

294
00:10:40,093 --> 00:10:41,226
Yeah, he used to be a reptile wrangler

295
00:10:41,228 --> 00:10:42,427
for kids' birthday parties.

296
00:10:42,429 --> 00:10:44,629
Oh, he's a lizard wizard.

297
00:10:44,631 --> 00:10:46,731
Totally. See, she gets it.

298
00:10:46,733 --> 00:10:49,067
Anyway, we went online and, um...

299
00:10:49,069 --> 00:10:51,369
we wrote everyday, and all of a sudden,

300
00:10:51,371 --> 00:10:53,571
I realized we were in love,
and then suddenly,

301
00:10:53,573 --> 00:10:54,672
we're getting married.

302
00:10:54,674 --> 00:10:58,877
And before he was being released, I...

303
00:10:58,879 --> 00:11:01,112
[sighs] I had a one-night stand.

304
00:11:01,114 --> 00:11:03,047
Well, you felt like things
were moving too quickly,

305
00:11:03,049 --> 00:11:04,682
and you panicked. It's understandable.

306
00:11:04,684 --> 00:11:06,284
Well, sometimes when you meet
the right person,

307
00:11:06,286 --> 00:11:08,820
things just happen quickly naturally.

308
00:11:09,922 --> 00:11:11,356
I'm sorry, who are you?

309
00:11:11,358 --> 00:11:13,124
Dr. Katz. I'm an obstetrician.

310
00:11:13,126 --> 00:11:14,626
Okay, why do I need an obstetrician?

311
00:11:14,628 --> 00:11:16,828
Because chlamydia can spread
into the reproductive system,

312
00:11:16,830 --> 00:11:19,397
and if that happens,
there can be complications.

313
00:11:19,399 --> 00:11:22,467
What kind of complications,
like, worst-case scenario?

314
00:11:22,469 --> 00:11:25,470
Worst-case scenario, infertility.

315
00:11:25,472 --> 00:11:27,872
But Jesse and I want to start a family.

316
00:11:29,642 --> 00:11:33,044
Saira: You're suggesting
she's been coerced.

317
00:11:33,046 --> 00:11:35,380
Look, she grew up in a house
with a sister who was sick

318
00:11:35,382 --> 00:11:37,382
all the time, being told
that she's the answer

319
00:11:37,384 --> 00:11:39,450
to Erin's pain and suffering.

320
00:11:39,452 --> 00:11:41,486
Maybe she feels like she has to do this.

321
00:11:41,488 --> 00:11:43,154
Let's hear what she has to say.

322
00:11:43,156 --> 00:11:44,722
Okay.

323
00:11:48,727 --> 00:11:50,561
Hi, Vicky. I'm Saira Clemmons.

324
00:11:50,563 --> 00:11:53,197
Hi.

325
00:11:53,199 --> 00:11:55,033
I'd like us to get to know
each other a little bit.

326
00:11:55,035 --> 00:11:56,434
- Is that cool?
- Mm-hmm.

327
00:11:56,436 --> 00:11:57,669
All right, I'll go first.

328
00:11:57,671 --> 00:12:00,338
Um, I have an older brother named Amir.

329
00:12:00,340 --> 00:12:01,873
And I kind of grew up all over the place,

330
00:12:01,875 --> 00:12:04,142
but mostly in Thunder Bay.

331
00:12:04,144 --> 00:12:05,810
- [sniffles]
- I'm Alex.

332
00:12:05,812 --> 00:12:09,080
I have three brothers...
two younger and one older,

333
00:12:09,082 --> 00:12:10,315
named Dougie.

334
00:12:10,317 --> 00:12:12,717
And we grew up in St. Catherine's.

335
00:12:12,719 --> 00:12:14,485
Can you tell us a little bit
about yourself?

336
00:12:14,487 --> 00:12:16,454
Can I please have a tissue?

337
00:12:16,456 --> 00:12:17,588
Sure.

338
00:12:19,358 --> 00:12:22,794
[blows]

339
00:12:22,796 --> 00:12:25,229
I wrote something. Is that okay?

340
00:12:25,231 --> 00:12:26,698
Absolutely.

341
00:12:30,035 --> 00:12:32,770
"My sister doesn't think
I'm lame or annoying,"

342
00:12:32,772 --> 00:12:34,806
"like most older sisters do."

343
00:12:34,808 --> 00:12:37,742
"I love Erin, even though
we never get to do fun things"

344
00:12:37,744 --> 00:12:40,111
"like play sports or go on vacation."

345
00:12:40,113 --> 00:12:42,680
"One time, Erin didn't get sick
for two months"

346
00:12:42,682 --> 00:12:44,415
"and we were like a normal family."

347
00:12:44,417 --> 00:12:46,851
"We even talked about
going to Wonder Land."

348
00:12:46,853 --> 00:12:48,386
"Then she fainted in the shower"

349
00:12:48,388 --> 00:12:51,022
"and we never talked about it again."

350
00:12:51,024 --> 00:12:53,391
"I just want Erin to have a normal life."

351
00:12:54,994 --> 00:12:56,427
Am I allowed to ask questions?

352
00:12:56,429 --> 00:13:00,698
Whatever you want to say will
help me make my decision.

353
00:13:00,700 --> 00:13:04,302
I guess the one thing I really
want to know, from you, Alex,

354
00:13:04,304 --> 00:13:06,571
what does saving a life feel like?

355
00:13:08,307 --> 00:13:11,109
Feels kind of awesome.

356
00:13:11,111 --> 00:13:12,310
I bet it would feel even better

357
00:13:12,312 --> 00:13:15,680
if it was Dougie's life you saved.

358
00:13:15,682 --> 00:13:18,049
May I please go to the bathroom?

359
00:13:18,051 --> 00:13:19,317
Of course.

360
00:13:19,319 --> 00:13:20,885
I think I've heard everything
I need to hear.

361
00:13:20,887 --> 00:13:23,688
It's down the hall, on your right.

362
00:13:28,627 --> 00:13:32,430
[laughing]

363
00:13:32,432 --> 00:13:34,932
Dr. Sekara, you've got to see
this video from my birthday.

364
00:13:34,934 --> 00:13:36,134
You said you wanted a beach theme,

365
00:13:36,136 --> 00:13:37,502
and that's exactly what you got.

366
00:13:37,504 --> 00:13:39,003
And I don't care what anybody says,

367
00:13:39,005 --> 00:13:40,605
I think I look fierce in that bikini.

368
00:13:40,607 --> 00:13:42,006
Vicky laughed so hard, I thought

369
00:13:42,008 --> 00:13:43,474
she was gonna fall into the pool.

370
00:13:43,476 --> 00:13:45,209
[knocks]

371
00:13:45,211 --> 00:13:46,411
Sorry to interrupt.

372
00:13:46,413 --> 00:13:48,413
I just wanted to let you know
that the ethicist

373
00:13:48,415 --> 00:13:50,481
has made her decision.

374
00:13:50,483 --> 00:13:52,183
How did it go? Did Vicky convince you?

375
00:13:52,185 --> 00:13:54,052
Well, she is a very intelligent young lady.

376
00:13:54,054 --> 00:13:55,753
And what is the decision?

377
00:13:55,755 --> 00:13:58,956
Vicky can decide for herself
how she'd like to proceed.

378
00:13:58,958 --> 00:13:59,924
[sighs]

379
00:13:59,926 --> 00:14:01,559
So you will do the transplant?

380
00:14:01,561 --> 00:14:03,027
If that's what Vicky wants, yes.

381
00:14:03,029 --> 00:14:05,163
Where is V?

382
00:14:05,165 --> 00:14:06,297
You know what? She probably got lost

383
00:14:06,299 --> 00:14:07,532
coming back from the bathroom.

384
00:14:07,534 --> 00:14:09,901
I will go find her
and tell her the good news.

385
00:14:09,903 --> 00:14:11,602
Dr. Sekara.

386
00:14:19,545 --> 00:14:20,478
Vicky?

387
00:14:20,480 --> 00:14:22,713
I'll be right out.

388
00:14:22,715 --> 00:14:25,016
Is everything okay?

389
00:14:28,587 --> 00:14:31,255
Hey! Oh, what happened?

390
00:14:31,257 --> 00:14:32,023
Hey.

391
00:14:32,025 --> 00:14:33,291
Nothing. I'm fine.

392
00:14:33,293 --> 00:14:35,493
Oh, my God, you are burning up.

393
00:14:35,495 --> 00:14:36,694
[retches] Okay, all right.

394
00:14:36,696 --> 00:14:39,063
It's okay, honey.

395
00:14:39,065 --> 00:14:40,531
You okay?

396
00:14:40,533 --> 00:14:42,600
Please don't tell my parents.

397
00:14:42,602 --> 00:14:45,369
I'm supposed to be the strong one.

398
00:14:45,371 --> 00:14:48,372
[sighs] I know, sweetie, I know.

399
00:14:48,374 --> 00:14:51,409
Everything is gonna be okay.

400
00:14:56,227 --> 00:14:57,961
I should tell him, shouldn't I?

401
00:14:57,963 --> 00:14:59,162
Not necessarily.

402
00:14:59,164 --> 00:15:00,397
Yes, he's your fiancé.

403
00:15:00,399 --> 00:15:02,199
Well, you're not sexually active yet,

404
00:15:02,201 --> 00:15:04,034
so it's technically not his business.

405
00:15:04,036 --> 00:15:06,136
Hmm, Dr. Lin, could you slide
the wand back over

406
00:15:06,138 --> 00:15:07,971
the left Fallopian tube?

407
00:15:09,140 --> 00:15:10,507
[beeping] What is it?

408
00:15:10,509 --> 00:15:12,742
This gray spot here looks like an abscess

409
00:15:12,744 --> 00:15:14,778
caused by the bacteria from your STI.

410
00:15:14,780 --> 00:15:16,112
Does that mean I can't have babies?

411
00:15:16,114 --> 00:15:17,547
No, no, it's just a blockage right now.

412
00:15:17,549 --> 00:15:19,850
We can drain it and clear
the tube with a minor procedure.

413
00:15:19,852 --> 00:15:21,017
I have to have surgery?!

414
00:15:21,019 --> 00:15:24,187
It's minimally invasive, but, yes.

415
00:15:24,189 --> 00:15:26,623
No, I can't go into surgery
without telling Jesse the truth.

416
00:15:26,625 --> 00:15:29,192
The truth about what?

417
00:15:29,194 --> 00:15:31,595
We'll give you two some space.

418
00:15:34,398 --> 00:15:36,166
[chuckles nervously]

419
00:15:39,003 --> 00:15:40,503
Is your arm acting up?

420
00:15:40,505 --> 00:15:43,073
I can write a prescription
when we get back.

421
00:15:43,075 --> 00:15:45,976
Dougie: Hey, can I get in on that action?
[chuckles]

422
00:15:45,978 --> 00:15:48,378
You're fine with the saline, Doug.

423
00:15:48,380 --> 00:15:49,713
I'm always prepared.

424
00:15:49,715 --> 00:15:52,215
You know, chuckles,
if you weren't such a good guy,

425
00:15:52,217 --> 00:15:54,150
I'd kick your ass for kidnapping me.

426
00:15:54,152 --> 00:15:56,353
You're mad at Alex. She's mad at you.

427
00:15:56,355 --> 00:15:57,520
You'll work it out.

428
00:15:57,522 --> 00:15:59,189
What does she have to be mad about?

429
00:15:59,191 --> 00:16:01,224
Uh, I guess you'll find out
when you see her.

430
00:16:01,226 --> 00:16:02,626
You have to make amends with your sister.

431
00:16:02,628 --> 00:16:05,562
Otherwise, the whole Reid family
structure will crumble.

432
00:16:05,564 --> 00:16:07,731
You got a good relationship
with your family?

433
00:16:07,733 --> 00:16:08,932
Yes.

434
00:16:08,934 --> 00:16:10,433
Well...

435
00:16:10,435 --> 00:16:12,135
Until recently.

436
00:16:12,137 --> 00:16:14,704
Oh, yeah? What happened?

437
00:16:14,706 --> 00:16:17,507
I'm adopting a child
with my partner, Jonathan.

438
00:16:17,509 --> 00:16:20,010
But my parents don't approve.

439
00:16:20,012 --> 00:16:22,879
- You're gay.
- Yes.

440
00:16:22,881 --> 00:16:25,348
Well, screw 'em.

441
00:16:25,350 --> 00:16:27,784
Your kid's lucky he's not gonna have a mom.

442
00:16:31,622 --> 00:16:33,757
Billy, what are you doing here?

443
00:16:33,759 --> 00:16:35,692
Okay, so you know how you
assigned me to Dr. Reid

444
00:16:35,694 --> 00:16:37,260
and then she traded me to Dr. Miller?

445
00:16:37,262 --> 00:16:39,529
- Yes.
- Well, Dr. Katz commandeered me.

446
00:16:39,531 --> 00:16:40,964
Does she even work here?

447
00:16:40,966 --> 00:16:42,032
[scoffs]

448
00:16:42,034 --> 00:16:43,566
The whole thing could just be some weird

449
00:16:43,568 --> 00:16:47,804
lesbian mating ritual between
her and Dr. Lin, which...

450
00:16:47,806 --> 00:16:49,773
I'm totally down with.

451
00:16:49,775 --> 00:16:51,508
Dr. Williams, there were no residents

452
00:16:51,510 --> 00:16:52,475
assigned to my rhinoplasty.

453
00:16:52,477 --> 00:16:53,543
Do you know why?

454
00:16:53,545 --> 00:16:55,512
I-I-I'm so sorry, Dr. Storms.

455
00:16:55,514 --> 00:16:57,414
There was a little horse
trading, and, clearly,

456
00:16:57,416 --> 00:16:59,516
the schedule's been affected.

457
00:16:59,518 --> 00:17:01,918
Get your act together, Williams.

458
00:17:01,920 --> 00:17:04,020
I'm handling it. [grunts]

459
00:17:04,022 --> 00:17:05,221
I'm handling it.

460
00:17:06,824 --> 00:17:09,125
Well, Olivia came clean
about her one-night stand,

461
00:17:09,127 --> 00:17:10,560
and Jesse walked out on her.

462
00:17:10,562 --> 00:17:12,028
Oh, I'm sorry to hear that.

463
00:17:12,030 --> 00:17:14,164
But being honest
was the right thing to do.

464
00:17:14,166 --> 00:17:15,732
We should scrub.

465
00:17:15,734 --> 00:17:17,000
Maybe for you, but...

466
00:17:17,002 --> 00:17:19,035
people deal with their issues
in different ways.

467
00:17:19,037 --> 00:17:21,271
Like, say, turning their phones off?

468
00:17:21,273 --> 00:17:22,906
I thought we wanted the same thing.

469
00:17:22,908 --> 00:17:24,607
- So did I.
- Then what's the problem?

470
00:17:24,609 --> 00:17:26,009
I don't know.

471
00:17:26,011 --> 00:17:27,610
I'm so happy you're back.

472
00:17:27,612 --> 00:17:29,679
It's just ever since
you told me how you felt

473
00:17:29,681 --> 00:17:32,916
and you kissed me, I've been
fighting this feeling...

474
00:17:32,918 --> 00:17:36,052
almost like I'm being
strangled from the inside.

475
00:17:36,054 --> 00:17:37,153
That's how I make you feel?

476
00:17:37,155 --> 00:17:38,521
No, I'm not being clear.

477
00:17:38,523 --> 00:17:40,023
No, that's the clearest
you've been since I got here.

478
00:17:40,025 --> 00:17:41,524
No, it's not. I'm...

479
00:17:41,526 --> 00:17:43,159
This is why I've been avoiding you.

480
00:17:43,161 --> 00:17:44,728
I'm just... I'm still processing.

481
00:17:44,730 --> 00:17:45,929
Okay, great.

482
00:17:45,931 --> 00:17:49,632
You process. I'm gonna scrub in.

483
00:17:49,634 --> 00:17:51,735
Hey, I... I should come back.

484
00:17:51,737 --> 00:17:53,203
Did you find Martha?

485
00:17:53,205 --> 00:17:55,972
<i>Nada.</i> It is <i>adios muchacho</i>
to that bag of ashes.

486
00:17:55,974 --> 00:17:56,940
Dr. Scott, you weren't supposed

487
00:17:56,942 --> 00:17:58,274
to be looking for a bag of ashes.

488
00:17:58,276 --> 00:17:59,642
You're supposed to be looking
for a red shoe box

489
00:17:59,644 --> 00:18:02,012
with ashes in it.

490
00:18:02,014 --> 00:18:03,279
Well, this changes things.

491
00:18:03,281 --> 00:18:06,282
Keep looking!

492
00:18:06,284 --> 00:18:07,684
[sighs]

493
00:18:12,523 --> 00:18:14,657
The symptoms suggest that
Vicky's caught a virus

494
00:18:14,659 --> 00:18:16,226
and that it's become quite severe.

495
00:18:16,228 --> 00:18:18,895
Oh, she... didn't even know she was sick.

496
00:18:18,897 --> 00:18:20,463
What kind of parents are we?

497
00:18:20,465 --> 00:18:21,998
Vicky always been so strong.

498
00:18:22,000 --> 00:18:23,933
Doctor, we... you need to know
that we didn't have Vicky

499
00:18:23,935 --> 00:18:25,802
just to save Erin's life.

500
00:18:25,804 --> 00:18:27,971
But when you have
a three-year-old who's so sick

501
00:18:27,973 --> 00:18:30,340
she can barely open her eyes
and the doctor

502
00:18:30,342 --> 00:18:32,809
tells you eventually she's gonna
need a kidney transplant

503
00:18:32,811 --> 00:18:36,212
and that a related donor
is the best option...

504
00:18:36,214 --> 00:18:39,149
- Well, we always wanted a second child.
- Of course.

505
00:18:39,151 --> 00:18:42,452
But you should know that until
Vicky's 100% healthy,

506
00:18:42,454 --> 00:18:44,821
- she won't be eligible to donate.
- Yes, of course.

507
00:18:44,823 --> 00:18:47,624
We-We just want both
of our daughters to be healthy.

508
00:18:47,626 --> 00:18:49,292
Uh, I'm sorry to interrupt you.

509
00:18:49,294 --> 00:18:53,096
Dr. Reid, we need to speak with you.

510
00:18:53,098 --> 00:18:55,398
I'll see you in a moment.

511
00:18:58,169 --> 00:19:00,003
As soon as Vicky's chest CT came back,

512
00:19:00,005 --> 00:19:01,037
I knew there was a problem.

513
00:19:01,039 --> 00:19:02,172
So you paged Dr. Bell?

514
00:19:02,174 --> 00:19:04,941
No, he paged me because of this.

515
00:19:04,943 --> 00:19:07,377
What? She's been scanned head
to toe every day of her life.

516
00:19:07,379 --> 00:19:08,411
How did somebody miss this?

517
00:19:08,413 --> 00:19:09,979
I guess it's new.

518
00:19:09,981 --> 00:19:13,716
The virus that Vicky caught
has spread to her heart.

519
00:19:18,731 --> 00:19:19,998
[monitor beeping rhythmically]

520
00:19:20,000 --> 00:19:22,133
It's called viral myocarditis.

521
00:19:22,135 --> 00:19:23,835
The heart will continue to get weaker

522
00:19:23,837 --> 00:19:26,004
until it can no longer pump on its own.

523
00:19:26,006 --> 00:19:29,240
Can you fix it or...
or reverse the effects?

524
00:19:29,242 --> 00:19:31,943
We can surgically implant a device.

525
00:19:31,945 --> 00:19:34,712
It's called an LVAD.
[cellphone buzzes]

526
00:19:34,714 --> 00:19:36,714
That is a pump that helps the heart

527
00:19:36,716 --> 00:19:38,349
move the blood
through the rest of the body.

528
00:19:38,351 --> 00:19:40,485
Yeah, and... and that will fix her?

529
00:19:40,487 --> 00:19:41,986
It's not a cure.

530
00:19:41,988 --> 00:19:43,555
But it will help her to remain healthy

531
00:19:43,557 --> 00:19:44,889
for a little while longer.

532
00:19:44,891 --> 00:19:48,793
With some luck, Vicky's heart
could heal on its own.

533
00:19:50,196 --> 00:19:51,963
What if it doesn't?

534
00:19:53,232 --> 00:19:56,301
She'll need a heart transplant.

535
00:19:56,303 --> 00:19:58,203
Look, I know that this
is a lot to process,

536
00:19:58,205 --> 00:20:00,104
but the sooner we get Vicky
into the O.R.,

537
00:20:00,106 --> 00:20:01,272
the better her chances.

538
00:20:01,274 --> 00:20:03,575
Please, just save our baby.

539
00:20:03,577 --> 00:20:06,077
We'll do what we can.

540
00:20:06,079 --> 00:20:08,313
Excuse us.

541
00:20:12,051 --> 00:20:13,785
Okay, so we'll put her on pump first

542
00:20:13,787 --> 00:20:15,453
and then we'll do the implantation.

543
00:20:15,455 --> 00:20:16,888
[cellphone buzzes]

544
00:20:16,890 --> 00:20:17,822
Is there something wrong?

545
00:20:17,824 --> 00:20:18,957
It's a family thing.

546
00:20:18,959 --> 00:20:20,491
It's gonna be a while before I need you.

547
00:20:20,493 --> 00:20:21,893
Happy to pinch-hit in the meantime.

548
00:20:21,895 --> 00:20:23,695
Thank you.

549
00:20:23,697 --> 00:20:26,231
Dr. Bell, I've already assisted
on a few LVAD insertions.

550
00:20:26,233 --> 00:20:27,532
Maybe I could take the lead on this one.

551
00:20:27,534 --> 00:20:28,700
Maybe.

552
00:20:28,702 --> 00:20:30,235
Actually, Dr. Bell, I'll be assisting you.

553
00:20:30,237 --> 00:20:33,104
Dr. Sekara has been reassigned.

554
00:20:33,106 --> 00:20:35,740
Okay, well, you two duke it out,
and whoever wins,

555
00:20:35,742 --> 00:20:37,909
just meet me inside.

556
00:20:37,911 --> 00:20:39,844
[scoffs]

557
00:20:39,846 --> 00:20:41,179
You're poaching my surgery?

558
00:20:41,181 --> 00:20:43,748
If everyone's going to disregard
my schedule, then so am I.

559
00:20:43,750 --> 00:20:46,284
Wow. Okay, so that's how
we're doing things?

560
00:20:46,286 --> 00:20:47,752
I tried to play nice.

561
00:20:47,754 --> 00:20:51,289
Remember this tomorrow
when the new schedule comes out.

562
00:20:52,791 --> 00:20:54,759
[police radio chatter]

563
00:21:01,867 --> 00:21:04,502
Just come inside and talk to her.

564
00:21:04,504 --> 00:21:06,671
She deserves that much.

565
00:21:06,673 --> 00:21:09,474
Even after everything,
you're still beside her,

566
00:21:09,476 --> 00:21:11,843
backing her up.

567
00:21:11,845 --> 00:21:14,279
Yep, I am.

568
00:21:14,281 --> 00:21:17,815
Honey Nut Shahirios,
can I offer some advice?

569
00:21:17,817 --> 00:21:19,717
If things go south with your family,

570
00:21:19,719 --> 00:21:22,754
make sure your kid knows
it's not their fault.

571
00:21:22,756 --> 00:21:24,689
Okay.

572
00:21:24,691 --> 00:21:27,025
Dougie?

573
00:21:27,027 --> 00:21:29,460
Well, I'll see you inside.

574
00:21:33,532 --> 00:21:35,400
Those two...

575
00:21:35,402 --> 00:21:38,036
You got a lot of good guys
in your corner.

576
00:21:38,038 --> 00:21:39,437
I miss having you in my corner.

577
00:21:39,439 --> 00:21:40,972
Oh, yeah.

578
00:21:40,974 --> 00:21:42,774
St. Alex.

579
00:21:42,776 --> 00:21:43,775
I'm not a saint.

580
00:21:43,777 --> 00:21:45,576
Yeah, explain it to me, then.

581
00:21:45,578 --> 00:21:47,412
Dad hangs himself on your birthday

582
00:21:47,414 --> 00:21:49,113
and Mom downs a bottle of meds,

583
00:21:49,115 --> 00:21:52,350
and here you are,
your halo still shining.

584
00:21:52,352 --> 00:21:53,918
I don't want to fight with you.

585
00:21:53,920 --> 00:21:55,086
Maybe I want a fight.

586
00:21:55,088 --> 00:21:56,054
What would be the point?

587
00:21:56,056 --> 00:21:58,056
It'd be honest, for one thing.

588
00:21:58,058 --> 00:22:00,491
Lord knows we're short
on honesty in this family,

589
00:22:00,493 --> 00:22:02,493
which is why we make
such good drunks.

590
00:22:02,495 --> 00:22:04,529
And you'd know everything
about that, wouldn't you?

591
00:22:04,531 --> 00:22:06,798
You know, you're too busy
at the pub to help me with Mom,

592
00:22:06,800 --> 00:22:08,232
you're too busy running away
from all your problems

593
00:22:08,234 --> 00:22:09,233
to pick up the phone.

594
00:22:09,235 --> 00:22:12,403
I'm not the one who let her die.

595
00:22:12,405 --> 00:22:13,871
"Let her die"?

596
00:22:13,873 --> 00:22:15,573
- Yeah.
- You're saying I let her die?

597
00:22:15,575 --> 00:22:16,874
You were right there.

598
00:22:16,876 --> 00:22:19,577
Why didn't you try to do
something to save her? Huh?

599
00:22:19,579 --> 00:22:21,846
You know what, Dougie,
you have no idea what happened,

600
00:22:21,848 --> 00:22:24,382
because... you weren't there.

601
00:22:24,384 --> 00:22:25,717
Because you're never there.

602
00:22:25,719 --> 00:22:28,152
- Ever!
- Yeah.

603
00:22:28,154 --> 00:22:31,956
That's right. So why change that now?

604
00:22:40,032 --> 00:22:43,001
[monitor beeping rhythmically]

605
00:22:43,003 --> 00:22:44,669
Never get tired of seeing that.

606
00:22:44,671 --> 00:22:46,437
Great. Stitching the LVAD
into the ventricle.

607
00:22:46,439 --> 00:22:47,672
Get ready on the suction.

608
00:22:47,674 --> 00:22:50,041
Scalpel. Roxy, what are you doing?

609
00:22:50,043 --> 00:22:52,677
Lining up my protection stones.
Is there a problem?

610
00:22:52,679 --> 00:22:55,546
No. Just thought you were a doctor.

611
00:23:00,519 --> 00:23:03,187
Hey. Everything okay?

612
00:23:03,189 --> 00:23:04,589
Of course. Absolutely.

613
00:23:04,591 --> 00:23:05,990
Okay, we're about to graft the inflow.

614
00:23:05,992 --> 00:23:07,592
Jump in.

615
00:23:10,229 --> 00:23:13,965
Well, the, uh, break seams
to be setting nicely, Marvin.

616
00:23:13,967 --> 00:23:15,033
That's awesome.

617
00:23:15,035 --> 00:23:16,100
Can I help you?

618
00:23:16,102 --> 00:23:17,902
Oh, no, you've already done so much.

619
00:23:17,904 --> 00:23:19,170
Oh, uh, take him up

620
00:23:19,172 --> 00:23:21,205
to the fracture clinic
for me, would you?

621
00:23:21,207 --> 00:23:23,007
Thank you.

622
00:23:23,009 --> 00:23:25,009
- Hi.
- <i>I'm looking for my sister, Erin.</i>

623
00:23:25,011 --> 00:23:26,444
<i>She was getting dialysis.</i>

624
00:23:26,446 --> 00:23:29,580
Okay, and do you know you're a ghost?

625
00:23:29,582 --> 00:23:31,282
<i>I really need to find Erin.</i>

626
00:23:31,284 --> 00:23:35,186
Okay. Well, dialysis
is this way, so follow me.

627
00:23:35,188 --> 00:23:37,422
<i>That's my sister.</i>

628
00:23:43,228 --> 00:23:44,762
Dev: - Dr. Reid?
- What is it?

629
00:23:44,764 --> 00:23:46,798
It's Vicky's sister. She had a stroke.

630
00:23:46,800 --> 00:23:49,467
Shahir thinks it was caused
by the heparin in her dialyzer.

631
00:23:49,469 --> 00:23:50,568
Roxy: You've got to be kidding me.

632
00:23:50,570 --> 00:23:52,070
This family can't buy a break.

633
00:23:52,072 --> 00:23:54,072
[sighs] Where is she?

634
00:23:54,074 --> 00:23:56,574
With Dr. Hamza in O.R. 2.

635
00:24:00,546 --> 00:24:02,847
Excuse me.

636
00:24:02,849 --> 00:24:05,583
Dawn: Okay, the sewing cup is in place.

637
00:24:06,518 --> 00:24:08,820
<i>Where's Erin?</i>

638
00:24:08,822 --> 00:24:10,021
<i>Is she in one of these rooms?</i>

639
00:24:10,023 --> 00:24:11,389
Yeah, but, uh...

640
00:24:11,391 --> 00:24:13,291
kind of got to let the doctors
do their job, right?

641
00:24:13,293 --> 00:24:14,926
<i>I just want to know that she's okay.</i>

642
00:24:14,928 --> 00:24:17,795
Okay. [door opens]

643
00:24:17,797 --> 00:24:19,097
Hey, what's going on, Charlie?

644
00:24:19,099 --> 00:24:21,799
Um, I was just talking to Vicky.

645
00:24:21,801 --> 00:24:22,733
Just talking to her?

646
00:24:22,735 --> 00:24:24,268
Just talking to her.

647
00:24:24,270 --> 00:24:25,369
Well, that's not a good sign, is it?

648
00:24:25,371 --> 00:24:27,738
No, I would assume not.

649
00:24:27,740 --> 00:24:29,874
You haven't seen her sister
around, have you?

650
00:24:29,876 --> 00:24:32,076
- No, why?
- Because these girls are hanging by a thread.

651
00:24:32,078 --> 00:24:33,244
I've got one whose kidney is shot,

652
00:24:33,246 --> 00:24:34,445
and the other one's heart is failing her.

653
00:24:34,447 --> 00:24:35,780
And if they don't
wake up soon, it's just...

654
00:24:35,782 --> 00:24:39,383
Okay, okay. I'll do what I can.

655
00:24:39,385 --> 00:24:42,453
Great. Thank you.

656
00:24:42,455 --> 00:24:43,921
Well, you heard the nice lady doctor.

657
00:24:43,923 --> 00:24:45,423
Let's get you back inside your body, right?

658
00:24:45,425 --> 00:24:48,092
- <i>Vee?</i>
- <i>Erin!</i>

659
00:24:48,094 --> 00:24:49,060
<i>You won't believe it!</i>

660
00:24:49,062 --> 00:24:50,061
<i>I finally feel better!</i>

661
00:24:50,063 --> 00:24:51,929
- <i>[laughs]</i>
- <i>Come on!</i>

662
00:24:51,931 --> 00:24:52,964
<i>[both laughing]</i>

663
00:24:52,966 --> 00:24:55,032
Charlie? What's wrong?

664
00:24:55,034 --> 00:24:57,268
Um...

665
00:24:57,270 --> 00:24:59,704
Nothing I can't handle.

666
00:25:02,982 --> 00:25:05,617
[siren wails in distance]

667
00:25:05,619 --> 00:25:07,185
Port sights look good.

668
00:25:07,187 --> 00:25:08,653
How are you feeling?

669
00:25:08,655 --> 00:25:10,055
I can't believe I told him.

670
00:25:10,057 --> 00:25:11,323
[chuckles]

671
00:25:11,325 --> 00:25:14,426
Dr. Katz, I ruined the best
relationship I ever had.

672
00:25:16,128 --> 00:25:18,129
Remember, if you have
any pain or bruising

673
00:25:18,131 --> 00:25:19,631
around the incisions,
I want you to come back

674
00:25:19,633 --> 00:25:22,367
right away, okay?

675
00:25:22,369 --> 00:25:23,535
[knock on door]

676
00:25:23,537 --> 00:25:25,237
Look who I found.

677
00:25:25,239 --> 00:25:27,038
Jesse!

678
00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:28,373
Oh, you brought flowers.

679
00:25:28,375 --> 00:25:29,741
They're so pretty.

680
00:25:29,743 --> 00:25:30,876
Red flowers mean love, I think.

681
00:25:30,878 --> 00:25:31,977
Do they mean love?

682
00:25:31,979 --> 00:25:34,346
Yeah, they do.

683
00:25:39,785 --> 00:25:41,019
[sighs]

684
00:25:41,021 --> 00:25:43,688
I know you're scared.

685
00:25:43,690 --> 00:25:46,892
We haven't spent very much time together.

686
00:25:46,894 --> 00:25:48,293
Liv, you're my best friend.

687
00:25:48,295 --> 00:25:49,261
Same.

688
00:25:49,263 --> 00:25:51,263
And... if it's okay with you,

689
00:25:51,265 --> 00:25:53,932
I'd still really like to be your husband.

690
00:25:53,934 --> 00:25:57,002
I love you, too.

691
00:25:57,004 --> 00:25:59,404
I want to be your wifey.

692
00:26:04,877 --> 00:26:06,811
- We should talk.
- I can help you find Martha's ashes,

693
00:26:06,813 --> 00:26:08,613
but then I think it's best
if we keep our distance.

694
00:26:08,615 --> 00:26:10,181
No, I don't want to...
[cellphone dings]

695
00:26:10,183 --> 00:26:12,417
I'm sorry. Just one second.

696
00:26:12,419 --> 00:26:13,551
The urn is here!

697
00:26:13,553 --> 00:26:15,720
Wait, it's not here,
it's at a depot across town,

698
00:26:15,722 --> 00:26:17,789
- and they close in an hour.
- An hour?!

699
00:26:17,791 --> 00:26:20,091
No, I say we forget the urn
and focus on the ashes.

700
00:26:20,093 --> 00:26:21,059
We don't have the ashes.

701
00:26:21,061 --> 00:26:22,294
Then we'll get someone else's.

702
00:26:22,296 --> 00:26:24,329
My cousin, Jerry, he can get
his hands on anything

703
00:26:24,331 --> 00:26:26,031
if you give him a few hours
and pay cash.

704
00:26:26,033 --> 00:26:27,132
What are you talking about?

705
00:26:27,134 --> 00:26:29,234
I'm not switching out Martha's ashes.

706
00:26:29,236 --> 00:26:31,336
Okay, then we'll divide to conquer.

707
00:26:31,338 --> 00:26:33,038
You get the urn
before the place closes,

708
00:26:33,040 --> 00:26:35,073
I'll rally the troops
and find the ashes.

709
00:26:35,075 --> 00:26:36,441
We can do this, Maggie!

710
00:26:36,443 --> 00:26:37,842
<i>Ready, jump!</i>

711
00:26:37,844 --> 00:26:39,144
<i>[laughing]</i>

712
00:26:39,146 --> 00:26:40,378
Guys, I know this seems like fun,

713
00:26:40,380 --> 00:26:41,680
but it's actually quite dangerous.

714
00:26:41,682 --> 00:26:42,814
<i>Well, we've never felt closer.</i>

715
00:26:42,816 --> 00:26:43,982
<i>Why would we give that up?</i>

716
00:26:43,984 --> 00:26:45,684
Because the longer
you stay out of your bodies,

717
00:26:45,686 --> 00:26:47,652
the harder it's gonna be
to get back in them.

718
00:26:47,654 --> 00:26:49,621
[monitor beeping quickly]

719
00:26:56,462 --> 00:26:57,662
Dev: Blood won't stop coming.

720
00:26:57,664 --> 00:26:59,464
There must be several
micro-capillary ruptures.

721
00:26:59,466 --> 00:27:01,132
If we don't relieve
the pressure quickly...

722
00:27:01,134 --> 00:27:02,534
It will block the blood flow
to the brain.

723
00:27:02,536 --> 00:27:04,469
That's right. And then she
won't ever wake up again.

724
00:27:04,471 --> 00:27:06,204
Thank you.

725
00:27:09,208 --> 00:27:10,542
<i>Here it comes. Ready?</i>

726
00:27:10,544 --> 00:27:12,043
<i>Jump!</i>

727
00:27:12,045 --> 00:27:13,345
<i>[laughing]</i>

728
00:27:13,347 --> 00:27:14,779
<i>It feels like you're suspended in space</i>

729
00:27:14,781 --> 00:27:16,381
<i>for, like, a split second.</i>

730
00:27:16,383 --> 00:27:17,716
<i>Come on, Charlie! Hit the 2 button.</i>

731
00:27:17,718 --> 00:27:19,184
<i>We'll all jump together.</i>

732
00:27:19,186 --> 00:27:20,785
You got to think about the long
lives you're gonna have together

733
00:27:20,787 --> 00:27:22,620
once you're both healthy.

734
00:27:22,622 --> 00:27:24,089
You can go to the same colleges,

735
00:27:24,091 --> 00:27:26,624
you can backpack across wherever.

736
00:27:26,626 --> 00:27:27,926
2 minutes, 55 seconds.

737
00:27:27,928 --> 00:27:29,928
Okay, I found the bleeder.
Suction, please.

738
00:27:29,930 --> 00:27:31,963
You're gonna have your whole
lives in front of you,

739
00:27:31,965 --> 00:27:33,298
but you got to be alive.

740
00:27:33,300 --> 00:27:34,299
[flatline]

741
00:27:34,301 --> 00:27:36,067
- <i>Whoa.</i>
- What is it?

742
00:27:36,069 --> 00:27:38,570
<i>I feel really light all of a sudden...</i>

743
00:27:38,572 --> 00:27:41,373
<i>like I'm floating for real.</i>

744
00:27:41,375 --> 00:27:43,408
<i>Am I floating?</i>

745
00:27:49,615 --> 00:27:51,649
Shahir?

746
00:27:51,651 --> 00:27:53,618
What happened to the girl in O.R. 2?

747
00:27:53,620 --> 00:27:54,719
She had a hemorrhagic stroke.

748
00:27:54,721 --> 00:27:57,188
I couldn't restore the blood flow in time.

749
00:27:59,959 --> 00:28:02,560
I should inform the parents.
[clears throat]

750
00:28:07,133 --> 00:28:09,834
<i>I don't feel dead.</i>

751
00:28:09,836 --> 00:28:12,103
<i>I don't feel anything.</i>

752
00:28:12,105 --> 00:28:15,407
[sighs] Yeah, that's...

753
00:28:15,409 --> 00:28:19,711
that's because a ventilator
is breathing for you.

754
00:28:19,713 --> 00:28:22,781
<i>All I wanted was a little</i>
<i>more time to feel normal,</i>

755
00:28:22,783 --> 00:28:24,582
<i>to be with Vicky.</i>

756
00:28:24,584 --> 00:28:26,785
<i>I didn't know that this</i>
<i>was going to happen.</i>

757
00:28:26,787 --> 00:28:29,120
<i>It's okay.</i>

758
00:28:29,122 --> 00:28:31,790
<i>Now we can stay like this forever.</i>

759
00:28:31,792 --> 00:28:37,062
No. No, you can't.

760
00:28:37,064 --> 00:28:39,297
I'm sorry.

761
00:28:43,402 --> 00:28:45,637
Vicky...

762
00:28:45,639 --> 00:28:47,739
you still have a chance.

763
00:28:47,741 --> 00:28:50,508
<i>But not with Erin.</i>

764
00:28:50,510 --> 00:28:52,544
Erin...

765
00:28:52,546 --> 00:28:53,711
your little sister needs you.

766
00:28:53,713 --> 00:28:56,781
I think it's time to step up.

767
00:29:01,454 --> 00:29:03,054
<i>Vicky, we don't have much time.</i>

768
00:29:03,056 --> 00:29:04,556
<i>I'm not going.</i>

769
00:29:04,558 --> 00:29:07,559
<i>Listen, you've done everything</i>
<i>that you can for me.</i>

770
00:29:07,561 --> 00:29:09,127
<i>Okay?</i>

771
00:29:09,129 --> 00:29:12,997
<i>Now it's time to live your life for you.</i>

772
00:29:12,999 --> 00:29:17,302
<i>Do it for me. Please.</i>

773
00:29:17,304 --> 00:29:19,804
<i>Go on the rides at Wonder Land...</i>

774
00:29:19,806 --> 00:29:22,507
<i>the biggest, scariest ones.</i>

775
00:29:22,509 --> 00:29:26,077
<i>Scream at the top of your lungs.</i>

776
00:29:26,079 --> 00:29:29,013
<i>It's the last thing I'll ever ask of you.</i>

777
00:29:29,015 --> 00:29:31,082
<i>I promise.</i>

778
00:29:39,859 --> 00:29:41,359
Ready to close.

779
00:29:41,361 --> 00:29:43,094
[rapid beeping]

780
00:29:46,732 --> 00:29:47,832
Well, it doesn't make any sense.

781
00:29:47,834 --> 00:29:48,800
The VAD is working properly.

782
00:29:48,802 --> 00:29:49,767
She must be in RV failure.

783
00:29:49,769 --> 00:29:50,935
Close her up.

784
00:29:50,937 --> 00:29:52,170
What does that mean,
the LVAD's not enough?

785
00:29:52,172 --> 00:29:55,106
No, the heart muscle is too weak
to pick up the slack.

786
00:29:57,643 --> 00:30:01,079
Keep her heart beating.
I'll be right back.

787
00:30:01,081 --> 00:30:03,047
Let's get her back on pump.

788
00:30:03,883 --> 00:30:05,116
What's going on?

789
00:30:05,118 --> 00:30:07,986
Vicky was stable,
now her vitals are on the floor.

790
00:30:07,988 --> 00:30:10,221
Um...

791
00:30:10,223 --> 00:30:13,958
Erin didn't survive her surgery.

792
00:30:13,960 --> 00:30:15,527
She's brain dead.

793
00:30:15,529 --> 00:30:17,228
And, uh...

794
00:30:17,230 --> 00:30:20,398
Vicky doesn't want to leave
without her sister.

795
00:30:20,400 --> 00:30:23,401
Well, Charlie, we can't lose them both.

796
00:30:23,403 --> 00:30:24,869
I know.

797
00:30:26,472 --> 00:30:29,974
Maybe there's a way we can save Vicky...

798
00:30:29,976 --> 00:30:32,410
and let them stay together.

799
00:30:32,412 --> 00:30:34,512
<i>That's all we want.</i>

800
00:30:37,716 --> 00:30:40,718
Give Vicky Erin's heart.

801
00:30:42,922 --> 00:30:50,695
♪ When no one ever tells you ♪

802
00:30:50,697 --> 00:30:56,467
♪ Oh, how will you know ♪

803
00:30:56,469 --> 00:31:04,409
♪ That we were not designed
to carry mountains ♪

804
00:31:04,411 --> 00:31:14,152
♪ And we were never meant
to walk alone ♪

805
00:31:14,154 --> 00:31:21,826
♪ And everybody's heart breaks ♪

806
00:31:21,828 --> 00:31:27,565
♪ No matter who you are ♪

807
00:31:27,567 --> 00:31:34,939
♪ The fire burns much brighter
in the darkness ♪

808
00:31:34,941 --> 00:31:42,480
♪ So let's kill the lights
and look up at the stars ♪

809
00:31:42,482 --> 00:31:46,951
♪ I know it's bad ♪

810
00:31:46,953 --> 00:31:51,022
♪ So bad ♪

811
00:31:51,024 --> 00:31:59,063
♪ And we are tired
of this bad weather ♪

812
00:31:59,065 --> 00:32:02,533
♪ It's bad ♪

813
00:32:02,535 --> 00:32:06,738
♪ So bad ♪

814
00:32:06,740 --> 00:32:16,614
♪ But all that bad
makes the good better ♪

815
00:32:18,384 --> 00:32:21,352
Okay. [sighs]

816
00:32:21,354 --> 00:32:23,621
[cellphone buzzes]

817
00:32:25,991 --> 00:32:28,259
Alex Reid.

818
00:32:30,529 --> 00:32:32,330
Oh, uh... [chuckles]

819
00:32:32,332 --> 00:32:34,399
Oh, that's... that's just not possible.

820
00:32:34,401 --> 00:32:37,302
That... that's not gonna work.

821
00:32:37,304 --> 00:32:39,804
Well, I-I can't exactly
check my voicemail

822
00:32:39,806 --> 00:32:41,205
while I'm in the middle
of a heart transplant,

823
00:32:41,207 --> 00:32:42,640
so you-you...

824
00:32:42,642 --> 00:32:43,808
No, no, you listen.

825
00:32:43,810 --> 00:32:45,777
My mom may not have been
a saint, but she deserves

826
00:32:45,779 --> 00:32:47,779
to be remembered by the people
that loved her

827
00:32:47,781 --> 00:32:51,316
in the beautiful garden terrace
that I booked over a week ago.

828
00:32:53,952 --> 00:32:56,854
[voice breaking] No, I... understand.

829
00:32:58,957 --> 00:33:01,259
[sobs softly]

830
00:33:13,372 --> 00:33:15,373
[sighs]

831
00:33:20,579 --> 00:33:24,749
Well... I'm an ass.

832
00:33:24,751 --> 00:33:27,051
You are.

833
00:33:27,053 --> 00:33:32,190
I've been stuck in a loop for...

834
00:33:32,192 --> 00:33:35,193
since we were kids.

835
00:33:35,195 --> 00:33:38,763
Missing Dad, blaming Mom.

836
00:33:38,765 --> 00:33:41,032
Resenting you for...

837
00:33:41,034 --> 00:33:44,969
rising above it all.

838
00:33:44,971 --> 00:33:46,704
Lexi, I'm not mad at you.

839
00:33:46,706 --> 00:33:49,774
I'm mad because I thought
I was gonna have a chance

840
00:33:49,776 --> 00:33:53,344
to patch things up with Mom.

841
00:33:53,346 --> 00:33:56,981
Before she died...

842
00:33:56,983 --> 00:34:01,185
she reached out to me, and I...

843
00:34:01,187 --> 00:34:05,623
just thought I had more time.

844
00:34:05,625 --> 00:34:08,226
Yeah.

845
00:34:08,228 --> 00:34:14,265
But... I'm here now.

846
00:34:14,267 --> 00:34:17,702
I want to come to the memorial.

847
00:34:17,704 --> 00:34:20,738
Oh. [sighs]

848
00:34:20,740 --> 00:34:24,509
That's the thing, there...
there is no memorial now.

849
00:34:24,511 --> 00:34:28,379
It's double-booked.
They just called, so...

850
00:34:28,381 --> 00:34:30,448
[sighs]

851
00:34:30,450 --> 00:34:32,417
Well...

852
00:34:32,419 --> 00:34:35,920
you and I both know
when the Reids want to party,

853
00:34:35,922 --> 00:34:37,922
no, nothing can stop us.

854
00:34:37,924 --> 00:34:39,924
[laughs]

855
00:34:41,760 --> 00:34:42,927
Give me an hour.

856
00:34:42,929 --> 00:34:44,061
An hour?

857
00:34:44,063 --> 00:34:45,496
All right?

858
00:34:45,498 --> 00:34:47,331
Okay.

859
00:34:55,107 --> 00:34:56,941
[sighs]

860
00:35:04,948 --> 00:35:06,882
Okay, Charlie, why am I blindfolded?

861
00:35:06,884 --> 00:35:08,550
Um...

862
00:35:08,552 --> 00:35:10,019
'Cause your brother's a weird guy.

863
00:35:10,021 --> 00:35:11,620
[chuckles] Yeah, but I do love him.

864
00:35:11,622 --> 00:35:13,022
Mm-hmm. Hang on, hang on there.

865
00:35:13,024 --> 00:35:14,790
Okay.

866
00:35:14,792 --> 00:35:16,258
All right, the big reveal.

867
00:35:16,260 --> 00:35:17,693
All right.

868
00:35:20,730 --> 00:35:22,197
Wow.

869
00:35:22,199 --> 00:35:23,365
I hope it's okay.

870
00:35:23,367 --> 00:35:25,801
I know it's not a fancy garden party.

871
00:35:25,803 --> 00:35:28,270
Are you kidding me? It's perfect!

872
00:35:28,272 --> 00:35:29,571
Mom would love this.

873
00:35:29,573 --> 00:35:30,806
How did you do this in an hour?

874
00:35:30,808 --> 00:35:33,242
Well, you know, after you
called me an alcoholic,

875
00:35:33,244 --> 00:35:34,910
I went to a pub on the corner.

876
00:35:34,912 --> 00:35:38,247
And as it turns out,
the guy who runs the place...

877
00:35:38,249 --> 00:35:39,982
had his own party planned
for tonight.

878
00:35:39,984 --> 00:35:42,151
So I went back asked and him
if we could borrow it

879
00:35:42,153 --> 00:35:43,719
and told him the family sob story.

880
00:35:43,721 --> 00:35:44,620
You're incredible.

881
00:35:44,622 --> 00:35:46,121
Hey, at least the family curse

882
00:35:46,123 --> 00:35:48,457
finally worked to our advantage, huh?

883
00:35:48,459 --> 00:35:51,193
Uh, him and his buddies
are coming at 10:00.

884
00:35:51,195 --> 00:35:53,195
I hope that's not weird.

885
00:35:53,197 --> 00:35:55,998
Well, you know Mom's party
motto... the more, the merrier!

886
00:35:56,000 --> 00:35:57,833
Let's get our drink on!

887
00:35:57,835 --> 00:35:59,535
[laughter]

888
00:36:07,844 --> 00:36:11,814
You okay?

889
00:36:11,816 --> 00:36:13,916
You're being quiet.

890
00:36:16,720 --> 00:36:21,457
I had a young patient today...

891
00:36:21,459 --> 00:36:24,093
I couldn't save her.

892
00:36:24,095 --> 00:36:26,161
[sighs]

893
00:36:26,163 --> 00:36:28,997
I can't stop thinking about her parents.

894
00:36:28,999 --> 00:36:31,600
It's this adoption, Jonathan.

895
00:36:31,602 --> 00:36:36,905
It's making me feel things
I don't want to feel.

896
00:36:36,907 --> 00:36:39,775
It's making me a worse doctor.

897
00:36:41,945 --> 00:36:47,382
Look, I can't control
how you're feeling, Shahir...

898
00:36:47,384 --> 00:36:49,685
but I can be here for you.

899
00:36:56,292 --> 00:36:58,260
Alex, there are no words to describe

900
00:36:58,262 --> 00:37:01,630
the remorseful feelings that I feel.

901
00:37:01,632 --> 00:37:04,199
Alex: Maggie?

902
00:37:04,201 --> 00:37:05,901
The urn... it's beautiful.

903
00:37:05,903 --> 00:37:07,569
- Isn't it?
- Yeah.

904
00:37:07,571 --> 00:37:09,671
- It's also empty.
- What?

905
00:37:09,673 --> 00:37:13,041
We thought you'd want
to put the ashes in yourself.

906
00:37:13,043 --> 00:37:15,110
Of course.

907
00:37:18,815 --> 00:37:20,883
Thanks, Maggs.

908
00:37:24,087 --> 00:37:26,555
Please do not tell me
those are from cousin Jerry.

909
00:37:27,390 --> 00:37:29,391
No. It's Martha!

910
00:37:29,393 --> 00:37:31,927
Thank you! [chuckles]

911
00:37:31,929 --> 00:37:34,129
Let's take a walk.

912
00:37:38,968 --> 00:37:43,205
I'm really happy you're here.

913
00:37:43,207 --> 00:37:45,274
Ever since I met you, I've wondered

914
00:37:45,276 --> 00:37:47,509
what it would be like to be with you...

915
00:37:47,511 --> 00:37:49,411
to actually be with you.

916
00:37:49,413 --> 00:37:52,281
Is that such a frightening prospect?

917
00:37:52,283 --> 00:37:55,083
It's paralyzing, actually.

918
00:37:55,085 --> 00:37:57,319
It's like I've been waiting
three years for Christmas,

919
00:37:57,321 --> 00:37:59,354
and now it's finally here and...

920
00:37:59,356 --> 00:38:01,523
I'm Jewish.

921
00:38:01,525 --> 00:38:05,627
Both: [chuckles]

922
00:38:05,629 --> 00:38:10,365
What if we can't live up
to the expectations?

923
00:38:10,367 --> 00:38:12,067
You know, today,
we kind of fast-forwarded

924
00:38:12,069 --> 00:38:13,669
through a Shidduch.

925
00:38:13,671 --> 00:38:14,837
What is that?

926
00:38:14,839 --> 00:38:17,139
It's an Orthodox thing...
It's when you go on

927
00:38:17,141 --> 00:38:19,808
a series of dates
and you talk about big things

928
00:38:19,810 --> 00:38:23,111
like morals and values,
and by the end of it,

929
00:38:23,113 --> 00:38:25,047
you know if you're compatible or not.

930
00:38:25,049 --> 00:38:28,116
I'm gonna say we didn't pass
with flying colors.

931
00:38:28,118 --> 00:38:30,819
No, we did not.

932
00:38:30,821 --> 00:38:35,023
But it didn't make me
want to be with you any less.

933
00:38:35,025 --> 00:38:39,061
Maggie, I don't want some epic,
tortured love affair with you.

934
00:38:39,063 --> 00:38:41,964
I just want you.

935
00:38:41,966 --> 00:38:43,799
Okay.

936
00:38:45,435 --> 00:38:48,503
Promise me you're not
gonna leave again.

937
00:38:48,505 --> 00:38:55,010
I'm not going anywhere without you.

938
00:38:55,012 --> 00:39:03,218
♪ Sow your dreams ♪

939
00:39:03,220 --> 00:39:10,125
♪ Where nobody knows ♪

940
00:39:10,127 --> 00:39:12,094
Dougie?

941
00:39:14,964 --> 00:39:17,833
You know, my son's never met you.

942
00:39:17,835 --> 00:39:20,369
Yeah, maybe he's better off.

943
00:39:20,371 --> 00:39:22,971
No, he's not.

944
00:39:22,973 --> 00:39:24,706
He needs an uncle.

945
00:39:24,708 --> 00:39:26,308
He needs someone who's going to

946
00:39:26,310 --> 00:39:28,510
teach him to drive
five years too soon

947
00:39:28,512 --> 00:39:30,979
and someone to talk to
about his first crush

948
00:39:30,981 --> 00:39:33,649
when he's too embarrassed
to tell me or Charlie.

949
00:39:33,651 --> 00:39:36,018
Now, listen to me, Dougie...

950
00:39:36,020 --> 00:39:39,554
you are a good man.

951
00:39:39,556 --> 00:39:41,056
And I want my kids to know you.

952
00:39:41,058 --> 00:39:42,157
Kids, huh?

953
00:39:42,159 --> 00:39:43,759
Are you having more little brats?

954
00:39:43,761 --> 00:39:45,327
[sighs]

955
00:39:46,996 --> 00:39:49,097
Are you pregnant?

956
00:39:49,099 --> 00:39:50,399
Yes.

957
00:39:50,401 --> 00:39:52,501
And it's Charlie's... I just
want to get ahead of that.

958
00:39:52,503 --> 00:39:56,772
[laughs] You're such a Reid!

959
00:39:56,774 --> 00:39:58,540
Oh!

960
00:39:59,409 --> 00:40:00,409
Anybody want a fresh drink?

961
00:40:00,411 --> 00:40:02,044
You're having a baby! [laughs]

962
00:40:02,046 --> 00:40:03,612
Whoa! Okay, all right,
Doug, all right.

963
00:40:03,614 --> 00:40:04,813
Whoo!

964
00:40:04,815 --> 00:40:06,381
These guys are pregnant.

965
00:40:06,383 --> 00:40:07,282
[crowd murmurs]

966
00:40:07,284 --> 00:40:10,085
Alex: Uh, yes. It's true.

967
00:40:10,087 --> 00:40:12,421
Charlie and I are having another baby.

968
00:40:12,423 --> 00:40:14,222
[indistinct chatter]

969
00:40:16,025 --> 00:40:17,192
To Alex and Charlie.

970
00:40:17,194 --> 00:40:19,328
All: - To Alex and Charlie!
- Cheers.

971
00:40:19,330 --> 00:40:21,229
Alex: Thank you.

972
00:40:21,764 --> 00:40:23,899
Anyways, I just wanted to thank
everybody, uh,

973
00:40:23,901 --> 00:40:26,802
for coming today to celebrate Mom.

974
00:40:26,804 --> 00:40:30,038
So if you could all raise a glass.

975
00:40:30,040 --> 00:40:31,673
To Martha. To Martha.

976
00:40:31,675 --> 00:40:32,541
To Martha.

977
00:40:32,543 --> 00:40:34,242
All: To Martha.

978
00:40:34,244 --> 00:40:36,845
[chuckling] Oh, my God, I found fireworks.

979
00:40:38,982 --> 00:40:42,751
Must be a sign from Martha.

980
00:40:42,753 --> 00:40:45,954
Want to do it?

981
00:40:45,956 --> 00:40:48,523
Both: Send her off in a blaze of glory.

982
00:40:48,525 --> 00:40:55,230
♪ Something with... ♪

983
00:40:55,232 --> 00:40:58,967
All that panic today, and
they're feeding her to the fish.

984
00:40:58,969 --> 00:41:02,971
It's beautiful.
It's her Viking send-off.

985
00:41:06,576 --> 00:41:10,712
♪ No time ♪

986
00:41:19,555 --> 00:41:24,059
♪ No time ♪

987
00:41:24,061 --> 00:41:26,561
<i>Alex: In the end, Martha's</i>
<i>legacy wasn't her flaws</i>

988
00:41:26,563 --> 00:41:29,331
<i>as a mother or her illness.</i>

989
00:41:29,333 --> 00:41:31,433
<i>It's in Jasper's lust for life.</i>

990
00:41:31,435 --> 00:41:34,403
<i>It's Dougie's big, bleeding heart.</i>

991
00:41:34,405 --> 00:41:37,906
<i>For me, I guess it's my optimism.</i>

992
00:41:37,908 --> 00:41:40,709
<i>Because my mother always saw</i>
<i>the best in people,</i>

993
00:41:40,711 --> 00:41:44,212
<i>even when she couldn't see</i>
<i>the best in herself.</i>

994
00:41:44,214 --> 00:41:48,717
<i>She loved deeply</i>
<i>and as best she could.</i>

995
00:41:48,719 --> 00:41:53,588
<i>And, really, that's all anyone</i>
<i>can ask for.</i>

996
00:41:53,590 --> 00:41:57,092
<i>Rest in peace, Mom. You deserve it.</i>

997
00:41:57,094 --> 00:41:58,527
[fireworks exploding]

998
00:41:58,529 --> 00:42:01,863
♪ No time ♪

999
00:42:25,530 --> 00:42:30,455
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